Why I stopped praying for…

I use to pray about exams or promotions. I use to pray about job offers and finding love. Looking back it all seems so silly. Always praying for things I wanted. Praying for instant gratification. When I started my journey I stopped praying for things and started praying for ideas. I pray for peace withinContinue reading “Why I stopped praying for…”

Beautiful Things…

Macyn collected “these beautiful things ” for me this morning on our walk. These gifts mean as much to me as the silly things she convinces other people to buy at the store for her to give to me. Because they are a gift from the heart. Today it really hit me hard that whenContinue reading “Beautiful Things…”

Fix those crowns!

Just a few years ago I was down and out. Broken. Bruised. A complete and utter mess. I was ready to die. Praying to die. I abused my body and mind telling myself I deserved it for being such a complete and total mess. I weighed 420lbs and losing my mobility. My negative self talkContinue reading “Fix those crowns!”

How I Started…

For years I struggled with diets. Failure after failure led me to believe it was my fault and I was doomed to remain unhealthy and unhappy because I was flawed. But my sister believed in me she knew I just needed a little help to get myself on the right path. Since I was obeseContinue reading “How I Started…”